# Jealousy

Ольга Слободкина

There are two sides of it -

the active and the passive.

The active is the doer, that's Cain.

The passive is the sufferer - that's Abel

who had a Revelation from the Lord.


I am so tired to bear

the jealousy of all the jealous people.

Their energy is pure suffocation

and poison to my blood.


What if I start to be the active side?

Maybe I'll suffer less?


I'm trying to accumulate

the energy of envy,

trying to tune my nerves

to envy someone...


No! Doesn't work at all.

How can I envy those

who are devoid

of the Allmighty's Love!


The Lord is laughing at me

from His Eternal Heights.


"If you were born

like Abel, Joseph, David,

don't try to live like Caine and Joseph's brothers."


Feb. 4 2006