To B.D.
  (looking at your photos online...)




Oh, how I wanted to caress him,
  to press him to my heart,
 this old,   
   cold 
    business 
      crocodile
who's never been loved,
  who loved me all this while...





He's been changing chicks -
  one, 
    two, 
      three,
but has always been in love
  with me.






His latest chicks 
    were creative
  for
   he tried to prove to himself
that he is capable 
  of appre-
ciating
 a ta-
   lent.





Hey, mate!
  I'll wait
until you make
  a real spiritual wed-
ding...






Although it can take
  a thousand years
and more...






Anyway at the mo-
 ment
we're in different
  worlds...





I can see,
  you're lone-
ly...





So am I.
  



You and I,
  we're both lonely
in our different ways,
  but this cannot change
the real state of things...





I actually love you -
  not in the sence
that you'd like me to,
  




but...
  I can see...





I can't help 
  as I cannot help myself...





But at least
  I don't think
you're a cy-
  nic
any more...




I see
 your cynicism
is only a way
  to hide your loniness...





You may
  pretend -
someone will believe,
  but not me.




I cannot help.
  But I can see...
and pray...
 



Of all my men
  you deserve it 
after all,
  for...



One, 
  two, 
    three,
  you've always been
 in love
me...





June 24, 2015