No, I don't really think
  I should have experienced
whatever I have...

Things 
  could have been 
    just great
if...

(the magical "if"
   is coming its way)

if someone
  very important in my life
    had been a different person.

However,
  this very important person
    (maybe the most important person in some way)
has never been going to change
  and therefore
things
  have been
just the way they have.



  Was that the general line of my life
conceived before I came into this world?
  Or was it a chance to be born like that?
A chance of what?
 Isn't that fate?
  God! What do you mean by fate?






December 15, 2013