I am God's property and experiment.
He doesn't want me to make plans.
He doesn't want me to have wishes.
He wants me to have His Way,
    always His Way.

When I do as I please,
  He first warns me,
   then strikes...

After the blow
  it usually
     takes me a while to recover.

Then I start slowly,
   very slowly...
trying to go His Ways...




March 29,2005