In the middle of my despair
  it suddenly dawns on me -
it's much better to live
  enjoying the moment
(as in the childhood)
   rather than make plans
for the future
   for
the future
  belongs to God,
    not to me...


All the material things pass
   and we pass,
but we're responsible
   for what we do
and will be answerable
  when we leave this world...

To Who?
  To Whoever created it to test the poor us...

I've been to the German cemetary
   (it's my granddad's memorial day)
to see how the grave was trimmed
  (for which I pay)
when sud-
  denly
I felt a biting pain
  high in my right thigh!!!

I thought it was a mite,
  but no - it was a wasp,
which - take my word -
  knows surely how to bite...

What
  did the nasty thing
bite me for?
   I do not know.

Later in the park
  I saw a lot of wasps
spinning around 
   the remnants of food...

Did it bite me for a reason?
  Because I am not good?

Those who believe in God
  have a guidance to understand.

Those who do not
  get 
more confirmed.

Will my pain go?
  Or will I go?




Aug. 15, 2023